Impact with God(sonnet)

Hypnotized totally like spider prey
in gossamer webs of illusive life,
searching myself with confusing thoughts, grey,
as some mirrored vacuum with all strife.

I know, neither my origin nor, end,
still worrying for my name in society,
and in journey, cleverly I pretend
as owner of self with full anxiety.

Failing to accept me as a puppet
in the hands of powerful destiny,
just playing blind poker with own trumpet,
with shackled dance and mental mutiny.

Submission to God is the only way
for impact of unison without sway.

Manoj.K.Sanyal